Two Is Better Than One

One of the biggest lessons I've learned this semester is timing is everything...and right now the timing is off for me and the boy. It sucks but it's what happens. Maybe down the road something will work out, but for now I got one hell of a best friend out of it and can't wait to see where this life takes me. Because in the end timing is everything, and I know everything will work out the way it's supposed to. If we are meant to be together we will if not we are best friends and will find the people we are meant to be with. But to everyone, whoever reads my blog, he is one of the most incredible guys I have ever had the privilege of knowing and being with. For that I am grateful for every moment spent with him good time and bad, all the fights and laughter, because it was all worth it. No matter what happens down the road.

"when the stars line up and you catch a good break and people think your lucky but you know it's grace it can happen so fast or a little bit late timing is everything...you know i've had close calls when it could have been me i was young when i learned just how fragile life could be i lose friends of mine i guess it wasn't my time...time is everything. and i could have been a child that got took home and i would have been one more unfinished song and when it seems a rhyme is hard to find just that's when one comes a long just in time. when i remember that day when our eyes first met you ran into the building to get out of the rain..cause you were soaking wet. and as i held the door you wanted to know my name. timing is everything. and i could have been another minute late and you never would have crossed my path that day and when it seems true love is hard to find that's when love comes along just in time...well you can call it fate or destiny. sometimes it really seems like it's a mystery cause you can be hurt by love or healed by the same. timing is everything. and it can happen so fast or a little bit late. timing is everything..."

When It Rains It Pours..BUT There Is Always Some Sunshine Somewhere

Fourth semester at good ol Sexy Rex. It has been quite the semester. Full of ups and downs laughter and tears. A semester to remember. I have met people I will never forget and moments that meant more to me than I can put into words. I don't know what is going to happen down the road or tomorrow but I can honestly say considering everything that has happened I am happy. I have great friends who I trust and have faith in. I met someone who gives me butterflies every time I see him. Someone who knows exactly what to say to calm me down. Laughs at me when I'm angry and knows exactly how crazy I can be. He is wonderful to me and who knows where it will go but for now I couldn't be happier with the way things are. Whatever is going to happen will happen and that is exactly how I want things to be right now. Now some pictures and of course a quote.

"the future is scary, but you can’t just run back to the past because it’s familiar.” –How I Met Your Mother

Life's Hard Sometimes And Boys Suck

"only once in your life, i truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. you tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. you share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. when something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. they are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like your are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. there is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. you can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. the things that seem insignificant to most people such a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. colors seem brighter and more brilliant. laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. a phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. in their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. you think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. you open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. you find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you. you find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possible a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. your only hope and security is in knowing that they are part of your life."

Home

Michale Buble said it best.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lbSOLBMUvIE

Little Miss..

Little miss done on love
Little miss, I give up
Little miss, I'll get tough, don't you worry about me anymore
Little miss checkered dress
Little miss, one big mess
Little miss, I'll take less when I always give so much more

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
Yeah, sometimes you gotta lose 'til you win
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It'll be alright again
It'll be alright again, I'm okay
It'll be alright again, I'm okay (I'm okay)
It'll be alright again, I'm okay

Little miss, do your best
Little miss, never rest
Little miss, be my guest, I'll make more anytime that it runs out
Little miss, you'll go far
Little miss, hide your scars
Little miss, who you are is so much more than you like to talk about

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
Yeah, sometimes you gotta lose 'til you win
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It'll be alright again
It'll be alright again, I'm okay
It'll be alright again, I'm okay (I'm okay)
It'll be alright again, I'm okay

Hold on
Hold on, you are loved
Are loved...

Little miss, brand new start
Little miss, do your part
Little miss, big old heart beats wide open and she's ready now for love

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
Yeah, sometimes you gotta lose 'til you win
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It'll be alright again
It'll be alright again, I'm okay
It'll be alright again, I'm okay (I'm okay, it'll be alright again)
I'm okay! (It'll be alright again) 

-Sugarland

 

idaho bound in 2 days now. 

time to remember what this life is for and not forget!

May Angels Lead You In..

it seems that my valley can never catch a break...heaven got another good one early this morning.

"It doesn’t matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap…maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up before we can step up."

time for me to get out for a little while and off the map. phoniex, arizona. here i come.. gotta get my mind straight

being ditched, has it's upsides

i had a hot date on friday night, no really. it was a good night. i cooked dinner and watched a movie, then we watched another movie and he fell asleep. sounds super weird, but it was sweet that he could fall asleep at my house. i didn't mind. then i wandered out of the bonus room and cleaned up the house. it was a good friday. but saturday it wasn't so great. i had plans to hang out with a (i thought) good friend. i never got a phone call or a text saying that he wouldn't be able to make it. it happens, i understand. i was just happy i had a good night last night. anyway i decided to fall off the map of facebook and turn off my phone and have some me time. and i think i'm gonna keep it that way for the next two weeks. because this week it's time for me to get back into the swing of things not to mention next week i am going to be in arizona for a week. gonna be good to fall off the grid. but if any of you feel sad or down look at this website. hahaha it makes anyone happy.

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1vCbNI/weruletheinternet.com/2010/11/29/be-warned-this-gallery-is-not-for-those-who-cant-handle-a-monstrous-amount-of-cuteness-40-pictures-of-puppy-dogs/

enjoy my loves.