When It Rains It Pours..BUT There Is Always Some Sunshine Somewhere

Fourth semester at good ol Sexy Rex. It has been quite the semester. Full of ups and downs laughter and tears. A semester to remember. I have met people I will never forget and moments that meant more to me than I can put into words. I don't know what is going to happen down the road or tomorrow but I can honestly say considering everything that has happened I am happy. I have great friends who I trust and have faith in. I met someone who gives me butterflies every time I see him. Someone who knows exactly what to say to calm me down. Laughs at me when I'm angry and knows exactly how crazy I can be. He is wonderful to me and who knows where it will go but for now I couldn't be happier with the way things are. Whatever is going to happen will happen and that is exactly how I want things to be right now. Now some pictures and of course a quote.

"the future is scary, but you can’t just run back to the past because it’s familiar.” –How I Met Your Mother

Life's Hard Sometimes And Boys Suck

"only once in your life, i truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. you tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. you share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. when something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. they are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like your are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. there is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. you can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. the things that seem insignificant to most people such a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. colors seem brighter and more brilliant. laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. a phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. in their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. you think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. you open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. you find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you. you find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possible a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. your only hope and security is in knowing that they are part of your life."

Home

Michale Buble said it best.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lbSOLBMUvIE

Little Miss..

Little miss done on love
Little miss, I give up
Little miss, I'll get tough, don't you worry about me anymore
Little miss checkered dress
Little miss, one big mess
Little miss, I'll take less when I always give so much more

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
Yeah, sometimes you gotta lose 'til you win
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It'll be alright again
It'll be alright again, I'm okay
It'll be alright again, I'm okay (I'm okay)
It'll be alright again, I'm okay

Little miss, do your best
Little miss, never rest
Little miss, be my guest, I'll make more anytime that it runs out
Little miss, you'll go far
Little miss, hide your scars
Little miss, who you are is so much more than you like to talk about

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
Yeah, sometimes you gotta lose 'til you win
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It'll be alright again
It'll be alright again, I'm okay
It'll be alright again, I'm okay (I'm okay)
It'll be alright again, I'm okay

Hold on
Hold on, you are loved
Are loved...

Little miss, brand new start
Little miss, do your part
Little miss, big old heart beats wide open and she's ready now for love

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
Yeah, sometimes you gotta lose 'til you win
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It'll be alright again
It'll be alright again, I'm okay
It'll be alright again, I'm okay (I'm okay, it'll be alright again)
I'm okay! (It'll be alright again) 

-Sugarland

 

idaho bound in 2 days now. 

time to remember what this life is for and not forget!

May Angels Lead You In..

it seems that my valley can never catch a break...heaven got another good one early this morning.

"It doesn’t matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap…maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up before we can step up."

time for me to get out for a little while and off the map. phoniex, arizona. here i come.. gotta get my mind straight

being ditched, has it's upsides

i had a hot date on friday night, no really. it was a good night. i cooked dinner and watched a movie, then we watched another movie and he fell asleep. sounds super weird, but it was sweet that he could fall asleep at my house. i didn't mind. then i wandered out of the bonus room and cleaned up the house. it was a good friday. but saturday it wasn't so great. i had plans to hang out with a (i thought) good friend. i never got a phone call or a text saying that he wouldn't be able to make it. it happens, i understand. i was just happy i had a good night last night. anyway i decided to fall off the map of facebook and turn off my phone and have some me time. and i think i'm gonna keep it that way for the next two weeks. because this week it's time for me to get back into the swing of things not to mention next week i am going to be in arizona for a week. gonna be good to fall off the grid. but if any of you feel sad or down look at this website. hahaha it makes anyone happy.

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1vCbNI/weruletheinternet.com/2010/11/29/be-warned-this-gallery-is-not-for-those-who-cant-handle-a-monstrous-amount-of-cuteness-40-pictures-of-puppy-dogs/

enjoy my loves.

What A Week

It has been one of the most stressful weeks for me. not that anything huge is going on but the fact that i am going back to school in almost a month now just kinda boggles my mind. i've been watching my children as i call them. No i don't have any of my own i watch my sister Jane, Esme (my cousin), and Cormac who i nannied all summer. It is quite the bunch and some day's are harder than others (this week especially) and then there are the days where it makes it all worth it. Anyway this week I was just exhausted beyond exhausted for no particular reason. I had to sign up for classes which meant waking up at 5 instead of 6:30 like every day. I just never feel like I have enough time. Then it hit me, why am I wasting so much time counting down until I have time for myself instead of loving the moments I have with my mom and little sister and cousin? I love being around them and I've taken it for granted for sure. I love the chaos that is my life. Besides when I don't worry I'm a lot happier. As they say, "Don't Worry, Be Happy..... Listen to what I say....In your life expect some trouble. But when you worry you make it double. Don't worry be happy...Put a smile on your face don't bring everybody down like this don't worry, it will soon pass. Whatever it is, don't worry, be happy!" Now I know I am going to say this and I also know I am going to have days where I'm  not happy and just plain grumpy. But hey that's just me. 

30 Day Challenge: Day 13

Your Favorite Band or Artist 

way to hard to choose just one so i did what i do best apparently on this challenge. make a giant collage.